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Smoke Toad functions as both tool and companion. Its ritual follows three movements: acknowledgment, acceptance, and release. The process begins by recognizing a static emotional state without judgment. Stillness is treated as information, not failure. The next step asks for acceptance—allowing the body and mind to remain where they are, without adding guilt or urgency. This reframing clears space for action that restores rather than depletes.
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Smoke Toad exists as an editioned work, designed to be lived with. It offers a quiet structure for release, a companion for stillness, and a reminder that rest can be active, intentional, and shared.
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At the same time, the process directly reflects the emotional framework of the work. Much of my experience with depression is tied to comparison and perfectionism, so I intentionally chose methods that resist control and reward imperfection. Slip casting requires patience and repetition; improvement comes through practice rather than precision. Over time, the flawed pieces have become the most meaningful to me, not as failures to be corrected, but as objects that ask to be lived with rather than discarded.
The raku firing deepens this relationship with uncertainty. Once the piece is placed into the fire, the outcome can no longer be dictated—only guided and witnessed. Each burner emerges marked by smoke, heat, and chance, resulting in a surface that is entirely its own. This unpredictability mirrors the ethos of Smoke Toad itself: learning to sit with what cannot be controlled, and allowing transformation to occur without forcing it.